Bob Carlson Pt.1

A noise. There's always that noise when  you come to Santa Maria High School. Whether it's just in my head or if it's real I don't know. It starts with a tick then a tick then it goes berserk. It almost sounds like dubstep. Could it be my imagination or does everyone hear it and not care. If they could hear it then why doesn't it matter to anyone where it's coming from. If I can only hear it then why is it haunting me. I'm a good student and a good athlete. I get good grades and I'm team captain for multiple varsity teams. I'm always focused but there's always that noise. My name's Bob Carlson. That noise is always around. It drives me insane. In class, chillin during break, during practice, anytime there's always that noise. WHAT IS IT. It just won t go away. Maybe it's the side affect from when it happened. It was so long ago. At least it feels like it. I'm not sure what it is. I tried to pay close attention but it seems like it knows I'm trying to. However it always starts tick-tock. It must be coming from one of the classes. I'm going to try to figure it out.
Journal entry 1 end....

So this is how it started? With the noise? Hopefully we find the other journals maybe we'll be able to crack this case open. (Intercom) Barbra can you come to my office. We'll find you Bob don't worry.

We? Me?

02-15-3002
A man. The man. Her man? Man. Mmmaaannn. Red man. BLue man. Go man go. Green eggs and man. MAN MAN MAN MAN MAN MAN Man. That's what they were called... mankind. We learnt of them now from our elders, but ourselves. We taught ourselves. Not us, we did. Not us, we did. Ourkind but mankind. Yes, yes, ourkind not mankind. Wise elders, nice elders, smartttt elders. Ourkind elders but mankind elders. Connect... connect... connecting. WHY!? Truth where. Our truth... no, man truth where. Find must find. Find we will. Read. Must read. Read must.Will we find? Yes yes we will find. Find must find. Will find will. Elders... why... WHY!!! WWWHHHYYY!!! WWWHHHYYY!!! why? We name. 2152. Mean. What mean? Some explaination elder. Please. Help. Please.

02-27-02
Learn. We learn more of man. We know our past. Before our war with ourselves. Before big boom. Before DEATH. Why take people. People happy. Why take. 2152 mean something. My name it our name. Not my, our yes yes our. Crazy we no no no no. Them yes crazy koo-koo.

04-01-02
We learn more. We smarter than others. Not so crazy about death no no. More concerned on ourselves. We are ok. Ourselves are not so ok. We fix we will. Elders must die. Yes yes. DIE DIE DIE YES. We must kill elders. We and ourselves more powerful than them. We can overrun them. Must be done soon.

04-28-02
Late we were. Elders didn't notice. Ourselves not notice. We must learn more. Mankind is us. We are mankind. Elders lie. They say we are ourkind not mankind. Mankind were loners no one help no one. Ourkind we help everyone. Everyone is equal. Is mankind better than ourkind? I don't know.

05-12-02
I know.

05-29-02
I know we are mankind. We are not ourkind. We are mankind. We are human beings who survive together but at separate rates. Some falter while others prevail. I am me not we. The elders lied to us all. They said that we are together and everyone is equal in every way. They are wrong I learned. I know not everyone is the same. Everyone is special. My brother and sisters will know soon enough.

Tick-Tock

Tick-tock, tick-tock. Time goes on I'm here making it go. My arms get tired but I have a little rest when they are down. I see the blank walls but how are they criminals if they can't do anything wrong. He put me here. That man I see him. Shh... ... ... (vacuum)... ... .. .he is gone. When it's hard to see threw the white mist another one of them comes in. He stays here until my arms are both up. There are so many others that come in and out of here. What are they? They're my creators but I don't know who or what they are. Some are the same with different name. Some the other way around. Tick-tock, Tick-tock. This place is weird. I'm always scared of what they might do if I should speak. When it starts getting dark and after the morning one leaves and another comes in. This one has a weird bag on it's back. One that sucks stuff into it. I'm alone here. No one talks. Tick-tock, Tick-tock. I always wondered if I just stopped.Would anyone care? Would anyone notice? Does it matter? Why am I even here? WHY WOULD SOMEONE MAKE ME? Tick-tock, Tick-tock, Tick-tock, Tickkk-tock, tickk-to...ck, Tick...